Chapter 1552: Waste

Tears streamed down her cheeks, tracing paths into her temples, soaking the pillow.

Lin Jin yan raised his hand to wipe away his tears, secretly making a decision in his heart.

She needed to leave, to get away from Ye Xiao's side as soon as possible, to disappear completely from his life.

Dragged on, she would crave his tenderness, crave his embrace, crave his goodness.

I couldn't bring myself to gather the courage and decisively walk away.

She didn't want to, and couldn't stay by Ye Xiao's side any longer. He deserved a better girl to love and like him.

That person is no longer her.

Pain, like a knife, cutting her piece by piece. Her heart felt stuffed with cotton, a feeling of tightness and anxiety unbearable.

If she humbly begged him to stay by her side.

Doesn't she want a title, a status, a position

It should be fine.

But Lin Jinran rejected the lowly suggestion from her heart. She didn't want to belittle herself, nor did she want to compromise herself.

If the past can no longer return to its former beauty, she would rather step back and leave, keeping the memory forever at the most beautiful moment they shared.

Having made up her mind, Lin Jinran didn't want to delay any longer. First, her child in her belly was getting bigger and bigger. Second, she was afraid that she would waver and become reluctant.

How do I leave

She wanted to disappear silently into the night, unnoticed by both gods and men, just as she had left him before.

It's easy to say, but hard to put into practice.

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This time, Lin Jinyan absolutely couldn't act rashly and put herself in danger again.

She needs to plan her hideout and living expenses in advance.

Lin Jin was in excruciating pain. She was penniless now, having left Ye Xiao with nothing but the clothes on her back. She had nowhere to go and couldn't even afford a meal.

Suddenly, two words popped into my mind: trash.

The description "Lin Jinran is quite poignant now" fits her perfectly. For a while now, whether she's been pampered or imprisoned, she hasn't lived independently; she's relied on others for survival in every way.

Her academic performance was excellent, and she had already planned out her future. Why is everything now so different from what she had envisioned

What did she go through during that time when she lost her memory

And her chaotic dreams, were they fantastical illusions or things she had actually experienced

In her heart, she had made another unspoken decision. When she left Ye Xiao everything was calm, she must find back the lost memories and piece together the things she had forgotten.

She strained to sit up, leaning against the headboard. She was exhausted and hungry after a day of crying; she needed energy if she wanted to leave.

Even though Lin Jinran had no appetite and didn't want to eat anything, she had to force herself to eat in order to regain her strength.

"Come here, is anyone there" Lin Jinran spoke weakly, calling out.

"Click." The doorknob rattled, the door swung open, and a maid stood in the doorway. "Ms. Lin, what can I do for you"

She faintly said three words, "I'm hungry."

The maid replied immediately, "I'll bring it up to Miss Lin right away." She then turned and left to fetch the meal that had already been prepared downstairs.

In almost no time at all, footsteps in the hallway grew louder and closer until they reached her door.

The maid entered carrying a tray and placed it on the small table, preparing to serve her dinner.

Lin Jinyan glanced at the busy figure of the maid, his gaze turned to the open door, and he murmured, "Where is he" find her.But Gu Liechen was right, he didn't know what those people were after at all.If one wanted Lin Jinran's life, they could have killed him on the spot.Removing him obviously wants Lin Jinran t...